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 Then My soul was seized by a deep melancholy because in the hearts of those who had listened to Me for so long already and who saw so many beautiful works of the Spirit that lives in Me, still so little true living faith had grown. And all the power of My soul as Son of man clung together in the fervent desire to entirely destroy the serpent that prevented My children to see completely clear so that the tree of life in them could flourish and bear great fruits.
 What happened in Myself was indicated by the evangelist with the words: ‘He became angry in the spirit and sad’. For as long as My body had not died, the complete union of the material and spiritual did not take place yet, but it demanded its rights from the Son of man as a physical human being just like with anyone else. He was submitted to the necessities of the body as well as to the soul’s moods which could only be raised from the doubts to knowledge by faith and a firm will, bringing about in this way the full unity of body, soul and spirit.
 From the moment the deity in Me made the last attempt in the lonely valley to argue with Lucifer, the Son of man came again more to the foreground, who finally in Gethsemane had to go trough all the soul’s anguishes and the foretaste of death to break all the bolts of death, disbelief and doubt, regardless of the fact that the almighty deity could have destroyed His creation with one word, but in order to save it, humbled Himself more deeply than the lowest creature.
 These words are very necessary so that each person would take them up in his heart and learn to understand. Otherwise he will never understand why I once came into the flesh, suffered and died, and so understand the reason of this apparent double nature of the Son of man and the Son of God. (GGJ Book 25, chap. 60)
 It was quiet in Lazarus’ house now and nobody disturbed Me while I stayed alone in My little room and dialogued with My Father in Me. However, no human being will fully understand how
the latter was possible. Therefore, it should be said here that My soul saw very well how it would be possible to escape all the suffering, and that he hesitated because he also was chained to the Earth, just like the soul of any other human being who needs to accomplish a task. Only the Spirit in Me, of whom everyone knows who that was, prescribed the road to Me and asked the soul to choose, whether he out of love for Him and the people wanted to go the indicated way or not. And so, in the end, the decision came closer again, and the Son of man chose again for the ways of the Father. (GGJ Book 25, chap. 92)
 I did not speak out of Myself, but the Father who sent Me gave Me a command as to what I shall do and say. And I know that His command is eternal life. This is why I speak as the Father told Me. So do not worry about what is happening and what still will happen. The Father wills it so.”
 Then Judas was excited and said: “Lord, the Father is with You in His full power. Can this power leave You while You both are one?”
 I said: “The Father, the Son and the Power are one and will remain so, and they also can never be separated as you know. And the Father is in the Son and the Son also soon in the Father, united by the Power. But the Son must obey the Father, and if He does that, the Father will give him everything in possession. And the Son knows this because the Father told Him. And now it will take just a little while more, then the Son will be eternally in the Father. But how this must be obtained, is still not your concern, but it will be beneficial for you and the whole of humanity.” (GGJ Book 25, chap. 92)
89. THE LORD GOES ALONE TO THE TOP OF THE MOUNT OF OLIVES. CONVERSATION BETWEEN THE DEITY AND THE SON OF MAN JESUS.
 BUT I left the house and went alone on the Mount of Olives from where one could enjoy a wide view over Jerusalem and the whole environment.
 There the deity separated in Me and spoke to Him: “Look, You can see here before You the city of Your suffering which will start in the coming days if You will freely take the yoke upon You which will serve for the salvation of the whole of humanity.
 In Your earthly body, separated from Me, You are a human being just like anyone else. You strove to awaken the Spirit in You which is the fullness of the deity Himself. By sacrificing Your own free will You let grow the will of the Almightiness. But now it depends on Your will as a human being himself whether You want to take the last and heaviest work upon You. Therefore I ask You: Do You want, as My Son, to ascend in the Father by executing everything that He commands You to do? Or do You only want to belong to this humanity and remain only of this world?
 You can be a ruler over the world and remain a Savior of the world, but You also can be a road sign to Me that points to the center of God’s heart by completely ascending in Me and become by that a Ruler over life in all eternities. You can be an Intercessor of humanity, of the beings who went out, created by My power and who will come back to the heart of the Father. But You also can be an Intercessor of love who commands wisdom to change its justice into mercy. So choose now while You have before Your eyes what will happen to Your body, whether You want to walk the way next to Me or the way in Me, because now has come the last decision.”
 Then the soul of Jesus, the Son of man, spoke: “Father, Your will is always Mine, and only what You want will be done. Because what the Earth can give Me has only become its possession by You. However, I want to go the right way and only receive from Your hand what will happen to Me, and so I always want to obey only Your will.”
 Then the deity said in the heart of the Son of man: “Still one more time I will ask You just like today, and then will happen what You want if You still will give the same answer. But see now what the world will offer You.”
 The Son of man stayed now on the mountain in quiet prayer and then went down before sunrise, to the house of Lazarus, without anyone noticing it. (GGJ Book 25)
 We searched for a place besides the path, and I asked Peter, John and James to come with Me and go a little further, away from the others. That is what they did, and they followed Me.
 Now came the moment that the whole weight of the coming affliction came down on the soul of the Son of man, and the deity again drew back entirely to leave the completely free decision to the human Jesus.
 Therefore He felt the dreadful hour and said: “My soul is saddened unto death.” Then He also said to the three: “Stay here and watch with Me.”
 He went a little further and prayed the words: “Father, if possible, let this cup pass away from Me – but not as I want, but as You want.”
 But since these words did still not express the personal determined decision, the deity did still not return in Him.
 Jesus went back to His own and found them sleeping.
 From this He saw that He only could find support with the Father in Him. He woke up the three and spoke the well-known words: “Can you not watch with Me for one hour? Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.”
 With these words He did not only mean the three but also Himself.
 Now Jesus went back and prayed again: “My Father, if it is not possible for this cup to pass away from Me then I will drink it and Your will be done.”
 Again, driven by unrest, the soul sought external contact with His own. He found them again sleeping, and so deeply that they did not wake up but only moved drowsily when He called them.
 Now Jesus, the Son of man, had overcome.
 With a glance of compassion He looked at His own, hurried back and called out loud: “Father, I know that it is possible for this cup to pass away, but only Your will be done, and therefore I want to drink it!”
 Then the deity returned in Him completely and strengthened Him, penetrating into Him completely and spoke: “My Son, You had to take Your decision for the last time. Now Father and Son are united in You and have become eternally inseparable. Carry what has been given You to carry. Amen.” (GGJ Book 25, chap. 96)
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